my life is so totally awesome...blah blah posted on 29 Nov 2008

Can I just get one thing, just one thing, straight? Lately people have been terribly annoyed by my constant jibber-jabbing about my life and my love for "The Hills". And I think now they are expecting some apology and "I'll-never-do-it-again" note in here somewhere.

But no.

I know this is a layouts/Myspace resource site, but I do run this site on my own. Thus, I have every right to write about anything, which includes about my life and "The Hills". And I'm sorry you think it's stupid, annoying, and immature. But that's just how life is. I respect your perspectives, so please, respect mine. I don't know if you guys are studying the US Constitution at school or what, but the one of the first four freedoms stated in the First Amendment is the freedom of speech and press. (Now, don't get mad that I'm getting a little preachy right here, too! I'm also practicing my History skills, since Semester Exams are coming up! ) I'm just writing willy-nilly about how my life is and the stuff I like. You're really not obliged to read it. If you're just visiting the site, you're more than welcome to skip right into the goodies to your left <<<.

But honestly, I don't like random comments from random people dissing my blogs. Yes, you guys are also practicing you freedoms too, but at least be respectful. If you don't have anything nice to say, then keep it to yourself. I'm not trying to be preachy and "bitchy" here, but this is really really annoying me right now.

Anyway, what's going on in you guys's worlds? Since I keep going on and on about how wonderfully dramatic my life is, it's your turn to keep me updated with your lives. Leave me some comments of important moments that happened in the past weeks or so! I'd love to read them!

and more and more. posted on 27 Nov 2008

Ahh drama... It doesn't follow me, it rides on my back. Anyway, putting that aside, I guess everything's good to go. I have finally added the new comment boxes and stuff, so yupp, check it out mayne.

Today my whole school had this "outing" at the park. We do it every year. Basically, what we do, is meet up at the park the day before Thanksgiving and just have a half-day full of games and competition. It's really fun, except the weather, you know. It's horribly scorching hot. There were relay races, tug-of-war, and a scavenger hunt. It was fun, in a way. But, I'm just happy that tomorrow's Thanksgiving! I can't wait! My best friend and her family are coming over to my place and celebrate Turkey Day! Hah! I'm really glad that our moms are as close as us. Speaking of best friends, my best friends and I are planning on doing our rendition of "The Hills", since we live in drama. And no, it isn't cheap drama, darlings. We have true, heart-wrenching drama. No scripts at all. Get it? Got it? Good. I hope it's gonna be fun! We're going to have this girl's night out: strolling around the outlets, go to see Twilight for the second time (I didn't get to enjoy the first time I saw it, since I sat in a row where people kept talking through the whole movie!!), and then we'd go to my friend's place and film our own "Hills". I don't want to jinx it, so I better shut up now! But anyway, the real "Hills" aren't cheap. It's pretty addicting, in some sort of way.

Since Thanksgiving is rolling around, I better think of things I'm thankful for, so I made this list:

1. My family (basically!)
2. My Bestfriends (suck-up! )
3. My School (I really am thankful to be going to a Christian private school.)
4. My Ipod (where would I be without it?)
5. My Photoshop (yeahhh babyy)
6. My Academic skills (sometimes being a geek have it's advantages)
7. My Christian/Catholic upbringing (I love God 100%)
8. Twilight (haha,really!)
9. Love (spread it like peanut butter!)
10. The Island I live in (It's beautiful and sweet, and I couldn't ask for more! )

It's really not much, but I really can go on, I just don't have the time. So, have a wonderful Thanksgiving and don't eat too much!

BTW, what are some things you're thankful for? I'd love to know!

baaackkk! posted on 20 Nov 2008

So, I am pretty sure that most of you are wonderingggg where the hell I've been and why it took me sooo long. Well, the real reason is that there has been too much drama that was going on for me to handle, that I was too disappointed to get on. But finally, season one of "The Hills" (or I like to say "Navy Hill", because that's where my school is) is over. Haha, it's a little inside joke my friends and I have. Well, not really little. We've been giving each other names. I'm apparently Lo, but I think I should be Lauren because drama revolves around me. Hah! No, seriously. As soon as the drama between my classmate and I faded, a new one started again. Gahh. And this time, I had no fault at all. People are calling me mean, for what? All I did was compliment someone and then this bitch starts crying because she thinks it was an insult meant for her. She says that she feels like it was an insult to her because I meant for her to look bad. Tell me, is "Wow, you're so good, you and ____ should do it together. You're a match made in heaven!" an insult? $%^&*!!!! Sorry for the language. I am just so mad people are making these wonderful accusations!!!!! AHHH!!

But anyway, I am sooo happy to be back! I'm really excited to get this little trainwreck back on the track! New layouts and new comment boxes! Woohoo! And I hope you noticed the new layout. I hated the Halloween layout soooo much. It was so bland, but I finally put one up. I think this baby will be on for awhile.

So, new drama, new layouts, new comment boxes, and a new me. Glad to be back, for serious.

and so they say she's back.. posted on 05 Sep 2008

I finally got the push to make more layouts and update my dull site. I know it's been awfully long, but let me blame it on three things. One, the constant power outages keep me from the computer, two, school is crazy as hell and I have the Spelling Bee to study for, and three, I just didn't have the feeling to update, especially when I'm so crushed by a crush.

But I finally did update the layouts. Yeah, new defaults and new standard layouts! Check it out! W00T!

So anyway, as you read on my other blog before this, my friend got into an accident. He finally came to school this week! But, remember when I said I gave him that stupid letter? Goodness! He's totally ignoring me and staying away from me!! I even put in the letter, that I didn't want my liking him to interfere with our friendship, but I guess he ignored the fine print! I really hate it when guys ignore girls who like them. Guys have crushes on me, but do I stop talking to them? No, I tell them that I don't want to date them, but I don't stop being friends with them. Boys really need a reality check. I'm a nice person, and I am sooo not sluttish, nor do I stalk the hell out of him, so why the hell is he ignoring me and staying away from me? Well, not really ignore, but he doesn't talk to me like before. He used to sing to me () and look at me during science class, but now he just stops. We talk a bit, but that's it. I just hate it. But, I can't only blame the bastard, I mean, I did send him that letter, and I did know about the disadvantages of telling him. Grr... He shuns the girls that tell him they like him, with no explanation. But I wrote every single reason why I liked him and every single detail on how I felt, without exaggerating. I did nothing wrong!

Just 12 more days until the power outages here are over! W00T!!

lack of updates?? posted on 27 Aug 2008

To make a long, dreadful story short, I had witnessed my best friend (and almost lover ) get hit by a car. He's doing fine, and I'm calling him almost everyday to see if he's still alive and kicking. It was such a miracle that he survived with minor injuries. I just don't feel like elaborating the whole experience again. I can't do so, without crying or feeling hysteric. Although he had a huge cut and tons of bruises, I am still worrying for any other after-effects..So the next few days will be tough and hard for me..

There are still so many reasons why I have not updated lately. I guess I'll talk about it next time I get on.

I can't seem to move along after the incident that happened with my best friend. His beautiful face is kind of messed up, but it'll heal. I just can't think, eat, or sleep without worrying about him. They say he's fine, but I just still worry quite too much. I even gave him a letter that told him that I was in love with him. But I kinda regret it now, since it might ruin our friendship. He still talks to me, like he used to before, but I think he'll never look at me the same way again. Was it stupid of me for expressing my feelings to him? Or was I right to send him that letter, realizing that there may not be another chance to tell him how I feel?

This whole incident is really taking me on a mind-exploration and I constantly just think of the "what-if's" or "what-about's". It's just too hard for me to live life as usual after what happened.

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